Pain

Right now I'm doing one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I'm letting Odin cry himself to sleep.

I want to cry along with him. It feels like I'm torturing him, like I'm the one who's causing him all this pain, I'm the one who's scaring him so much and showing him I don't love him.

I know it's for the best, but it's just intolerable.